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| sorry i havnt been on for awhile. well i have a boyfriend. weve been together for almost 6mos now. and i really love. maybe ill marry him. who knows. ill right more later---kitkat | | |
| aright. sorry i havent ritten in a while. havnt really been inspired. But i have good news! i have a few new poems!!! yay. i think they are really good if i do say so myself.
Justine
A beautiful person,
inside and out.
when she was need,
she was there without doubt.
so why did this happen,
why did it end.
couldnt she have stayed with us,
couldnt the rules bend.
A sweet loving person,
i will miss with all my heart.
But in the end even best of friends,
sometimes have to part.
19 years old,
her life gone in a minute.
A horrible car accident,
ended in the ditches.
she was going to see her sister,
who was having a baby gitl.
She never made it ther,
its all too unfair.
Only 19 years old,
A beautiful friend.
With no possible reason,
her life should have end.
this one is partly mine. i kinda used the ending of another poem but i thought it sounded good soo here goes.
My angel
What would be,
A happy day.
Ended in
A horrible way.
A missed stop sign,
And a car going to fast.
She was flown from the car,
and she had passed.
We miss you so much,
Every single day.
The pain doesnt dim,
And just wont go away.
Because something in life,
Are rotten and unfair.
Thats why you were taken from us,
Thats why you were there.
We miss you our friend,
A sister, a soulmate.
You took one too many bends,
In the twists and turns of fate.
You were so much a part of us,
You were the sister that we chose.
And we know the day you died,
An angel awoke and rose.
This one is about a mistkae that too many peopple make.
Always Remember.
Driving to fast,
coming home from the bar.
And you realize too late,
That theres a car.
You slam on your brakes,
and try to turn the wheel.
Everythings going so fast,
and then pain is all you feel.
Your trapped in your car,
Between the stearing wheel and the seat.
The pain starts to numb,
You cant feel your feet.
You start to get dizzy,
And you get short of breath.
You say to yourself,
I have no time left.
The day of your funeral,
people same to see.
Your mother kept saying,
Why didnt she listen to me.
Your friends and your family are devasted,
At what happened to you.
Your brother cant stop crying,
He doesnt know what to do.
All this happened,
Because you wanted a drink.
All this happened,
Because you didnt think.
You could have avoided this,
By calling a cab.
This never would have happened,
But you werent "that bad".
You should always remember,
Not to drink and drive.
Because if you did,
You'd still be alive.
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| i've ...
(X) been drunk
(X) smoked pot
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) been to japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
( ) had anal sex
(X) been in love
(X) had sex
(X) had sex in public
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(X) cut
(X) been fired
(X) been in a fist fight---i dunno- does my mom count?
( ) had a threesome
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) been tied up (sexually)
( ) been caught masturbating
( ) had sex with a member of the same sex
(X) been arrested
( )made out with a stranger
(X) stole something from my job- food
( ) celebrated new years in time square
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(X) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. and got drunk off my ass too!
( ) been to europe
(X)skipped school
( )slept with a co-worker
( )had sex at the office
( ) been married
( ) had children
(X) avoided vegetables like the plague
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| The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: Its too fucking early
- The last image/thought you go to sleep with: I hope tommorrow dusnt sux balls
- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex:Hair
The Best Name for a Butler: Fredrick
- Your bedtime: 9:00 i have ta get 10 hours of sleep
- Your greatest fear: the dark. and heights. and clowns!.
[Do you]
- Take a shower everyday? Meh, sometimes. unless im to lazy
- Have a (any) crush (es)? Um, i think. maybe.
- Want to go to college? dunno maybe
- Like high school? High school sucksi want to sleep allday
-Want to get married: Yes, someday.
- Type with your fingers on the right keys? yeppers. i had to take that class 3 times and im still failing. but i knoww how ta type!
- Believe in yourself? sometimes, yes.
- Get motion sickness? sumtimes
- Think you're a health freak? no. i havta take medicine evry day for the rest of my life or my imune system will shut down after not takeing it once. but i still ferget.
- Get along with your parents? Well, I get along with my mom well enough most the time. but sometimes my dad gets on my nerves.
- Like thunderstorms? sometimes. sometimes i get scared.
[The future]
- Age you hope to be married: before im 30. i wanna have kids young.
- Number of kids - Two or three.
- Where do you see yourself at age 25? i cant see myself.
- Descibe your Dream Wedding: i dont think about that stuuf.
- How do you want to die? I want my death to be memorable. I don't know if I want to die violently or not, but I want everyone to remember me I think.
- What do you want to be when you grow up? Me. a poet.
- What country would you most like to visit? Ireland. and kiss the blarney stone like my grandma did before she died.
- Best hair/eye color? anything but blonde.green eyes
-Short or long hair? mid length.
- Best height? 5'5
- Best weight? 110- 125
- Best articles of clothing? anything
- Best first date location? aconcert. so they can c ur wild side
-Best first kiss location? This one doesn't matter, as long as the kiss is sweet.
[Other]
- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? Last night.
- How many rings until you answer the phone? 1 unless I'm not right next to it.
- What's on your mouse pad? dont have one
- How many houses have you lived in? way too many to count like 10 or 12
- How many schools have you gone to? 10 or 11
- What was the best time of your life so far? there hasnt been a best time.
[Current]
- Current Clothes: jeans and a t-shirt. my hoodie. sometimes i'll dress up
- Current Mood: Tired and bored
- Current Music: Aqua!!!happy boys and girls.Andalso Nirvana
- Current Hair: up. i didnt feel like brushing it.
- Current Annoyance: stupid bitches that cant fight their own battles.
- Current Desktop Picture: black and white picture of a pitt that looks like my dog that died.
- Current Book: Dark angels or sumthing like that
- Current video In Player: the nighmare before x-mas
- Current Refreshment: mountain dew
- Current Favorite Celebrity: Johnny Depp.
- Current Thought: I should sleep more.
[FAVORITE]
- Food: Raman newdles
- Drink: mountain dew
- Color: Blue
- Shoes: I have too many.
- Candy:skittles
Animal: none they died.
show:the simpsons and csi and charmed
- Movie:i have too many to write down. Idol hands is one thou | | |
| Stolen Survey:
last car ride: yesterday morn
last kiss: was too early in relationship.
last movie seen: nightmare before x-mas
last book read: was great and finished in one sitting.
last beverage drank: mountain dew
last food consumed: ramen noodles
last phone call: last night.
last tv show watched: made me realize i'm alone.
last time showered: sat.
last shoes worn:my tenis shoes
last cd played: mix
last item bought: nothin last thing downloaded: i don't remember.
last annoyance: bitches last disappointment: me with myself.
last thing written: was morbid and cold.
last key used: to get into my house.
last words spoken: why am i alive
last time sleep: was restless and short.
last im: dunno
last sexual fantasy: cant member. i havent had sex fer 6 mos so i try not to think about it.
last weird encounter: made me feel more normal.
last time amused: i played a sexual word game.
last time wanting to die: about 2 minutes ago last time in love: wasnt really love. i realize that now.
last time hugged: Friday last time scolded: yesterday? last timeesentful: i was being immature.
last chair sat in: in it. | | |
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